For the past few days, I've been turning in circles around our new home. There's no background music nor am I practicing for Amercia's Got Talent. I've been spinning from room to room as I examine what needs to be done and, at the same time, not knowing what to do. Two months ago, I was living in a different town, doing the same routine I had for years. I was engaged then but still in my comfort zone. We were planning our new lives together and I was eager for my husband and I's family to merge into one. Life has been chaos for weeks with to do lists a mile long which left little time for much else. Boxes quickly became unpacked. My husband went back to work and the kids back to school. It's left the house quiet for a few hours a day. In those wonderful moments when I am able to catch my breath, a question continues to enter my mind: "God, what do you want me to do?" At first, I wondered why I had those thoughts. I'd received every...
Arise from the past. Adhere to the present. Await the future.